Dream and a Funeral.

Last night, i have a dream. 

     I always dream of monsters and vampires and happy thoughts but last night, i have a different dream. i have a dream about a dying person. a bit scary though, i was terrified.

I cant almost remember all the sequences. i guess this is all i can remember.

    I was with my friends, I can only remember Recky and there was this third person that i hardly know, but i have remember that we were playing, were running to this big house, an old one. and there was this window, i see a chair with people talking. There was this gay and his boyfriend, i thought they are fighting. i can see that gay eyes looking at me. he's really looking at me. there was this peculiar glance. i was terrified.

    I can't remember what happened next, there's just that time when were running on the street and there was this funeral, through curiosity i and Recky start to buzz around. i see the gay that i have seen on the window. and one lady came, she said they found him dead on one street near our house.

    I cant forget the way he looked at me. there was this point when we were walking on the street he died there was this strange noise that me and my friends can hear, i can remember that we are all afraid so we run inside our house.

    there was this great sleepover. when we agreed to play hide and seek. the lights run out because there was a storm. it was to dark. i found my friends lying on the living room unconscious, and i can sense that he is coming. i was so afraid that i prayed. i was shouting "ama namin!" but i keep on repeating "ama namin!" and i couldn't continue to pray then i woke up. 

     It was 7o'clock in the morning. the sun already rises. and i thought to blog that dream. and now here is it. I have also searched for the meaning of my dream and found out that,

Meaning of Funeral Dream

     Dreams about funerals and what a funeral represents in a dream willed with images of death burial and dying. Information about how to interpret dreams about death and funerals and being buried. Includes dreams about burial, cremation, deep six, entombment, exequies, funeration, inhumation, interment, last rites, obit, obsequies, planting, requiem, sepulture, services, solemnities.

Psychological Meaning

     Don’t take this one too literally. The person being buried may represent an aspect of yourself that you are trying to repress. Is there something that you want removed from your life? Perhaps you have feelings, desires or thoughts that scare you. You may be worrying too much about your health or perhaps you want to bury the past. The only constant in life is change. The past is dead and buried so now embrace the present and look forward to the future.

     Who is being buried? Do you feel resentment towards this person or do they symbolise something happening in your life or something about yourself? If it is you that is being buried in the dream then you may have a fear about being overwhelmed by your emotional troubles or unconscious forces. First, you must to get in touch with these hidden feelings and find out what they are. What has happened recently or a long ago to give rise to these emotions? Don’t keep burring them. Start by examining them, then accept them, and finally start to control them. The problems you try to bury are probably not as bad as you think.

Mystical Meaning 

     Occasionally dreams of funerals do foretell the future. For example, Abraham Lincoln dreamed of his own death just days before he was assassinated. He saw his own shrouded corpse laid in state in a room of the White House. However, in the vast majority of cases dreams of funerals are a metaphor for your own state of mind.

A Lazy day to-do's. .

A bit sunny today. not too hot. and either too cold. I in fact had a lazy day. the first thing i have done this morning is that i wash my first, brush my teeth, and open my laptop. I played farmville, first thing as always upon opening the computer. then, tumblr, atlast, blogger.

I have been listening to the newest lady gaga album "Born this way" over and over. and i loved her song. she is an amazing artist. i played it 2 times already.

So fond of her songs that i have been listed some titles i loved:

• Marry The Night
• Born This Way
• Judas
• Americano
• Scheiße
• Bloody Mary
• Bad Kids
• Fashion of His Love
• Electric Chapel
• The Edge of Glory
• and many more!

I am thinking of watching korean drama but my little bro is watching Ben10 alien force, never could've been hard if some other player are okay.

I have texted my friend to ask for a movie marathon, and i guess she is too busy.

I have smoken some cigarette.

And now writting a blog.

Guess this is the day for me to relaxed and do nothing. then i notice my room are out of proportions and see but mess.

darn it. i need help!.

I will win. For i am unique. I am nature's greatest miracle.

     This past few weeks school workload are over-rated. One of them is a chance to go and perform speech choir as final requirements for Speech. Even though, we didn't win, it's amazing how we explain how beautiful human being is. I would never forget this experience. I've been so many choirs and speeches before, but this one is different and it’s college.

The Practice. The Preparations. and The Performance.

I am nature's greatest miracle.

 By Og Mandino

Since the beginning of time never has there been another with my mind, my heart, my eyes, my hands, my hair, my mouth. None that came before, none that live today, and none that comes tomorrow can walk and talk and move and think exactly like me. All men are my brothers yet I am different from each. I am a unique creature.

Although, I am of the animal kingdom, animal rewards alone will not satisfy me. Within me burns a flame which has been passed from generations uncounted and its heat is a constant irritation to my spirit to become better than I am, and I will. I will fan this flame of dissatisfaction and proclaim my uniqueness to the world.

I am a unique creature of nature. I am rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, I am valuable. I am the end-product of thousands of years of evolution; therefore, I am better equipped in both mind and body that all the emperors and wise men who preceded me.

But my skills, my mind, my heart, and my body will stagnate, rot, and die lest I put them to good use. I have unlimited potential.

Nevermore will I be satisfied with yesterday's accomplishments, nor will I indulge anymore, in self-praise for deed which in reality are too small to even acknowledge. I can accomplish far more than I have, and I will, for why should the miracle which produced me end with my birth? Why can I not extend that miracle to my deeds of today?

I am not on this earth by chance. I am here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand. Henceforth will I apply all my efforts to become the highest mountain of all and I will strain my potential until it cries for mercy.

I have been given eyes to se and a mind to think and now I know a great secret of life for I perceive, at last, that all my problems, discouragements, and heartaches are, in truth, great opportunities in disguise. I will no longer be fooled by the garments they wear for mine eyes are open. I will look beyond the cloth and I will not be deceived.

No beast, no plant, no wind, no rock, no lake had the same beginning as I, for I was conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose.

And nature knows not defeat. Eventually, she emerges victorious and so will I, and with each victory the next struggle becomes less difficult.

I will win for I am unique. I am nature's greatest miracle.

The 2nd runner up!

1st Place "The winners"

Where to bury a dog : Tribute to my sister's super sweet puppy.

     last night as i walk on the door to our house  i found my sister 3 month old puppy. lying there, on our empty garage I look at her, pat her tiny head. She just lie there. and i know there is a problem. Early this week, I heard that she's not feeling well and doesn't take any food. They have given her medicine but on a young age, i think its to miraculous to survive as in any pet would, if were diseased on a young age. I pray, like every human being would do. I said “lord, take care of this young fellow, she is good and sweet.  I know that you would put her in a better place than my sister and I had put her through. Take care of her. I love you!”. As I walk to my bedroom, I heard several bark, I go outside to see her. She was dying but she keeps on fighting. She is struggling.

     I wake up this morning and ask my mother, she said, “she’s dead, your father already burry her, she is now on a good place”. I haven’t spoken any words; at least, she’s now on a right place.I have remember how my mother hates when she licks her feet. I have opened my laptop and search the web for a perfect poem, and I guess this is the one that I found that touches me, this is for her.

Where To Bury A Dog

Ben Hur Lampman

     There are various places within which a dog may be buried. We are thinking now of a setter, whose coat was flame in the sunshine, and who, so far as we are aware, never entertained a mean or an unworthy thought. This setter is buried beneath a cherry tree, under four feet of garden loam, and at its proper season the cherry strews petals on the green lawn of his grave. Beneath a cherry tree, or an apple, or any flowering shrub of the garden, is an excellent place to bury a good dog. Beneath such trees, such shrubs, he slept in the drowsy summer, or gnawed at a flavorous bone, or lifted head to challenge some strange intruder. These are good places, in life or in death. Yet it is a small matter, and it touches sentiment more than anything else.

     For if the dog be well remembered, if sometimes he leaps through your dreams actual as in life, eyes kindling, questing, asking, laughing, begging, it matters not at all where that dog sleeps at long and at last. On a hill where the wind is unrebuked and the trees are roaring, or beside a stream he knew in puppyhood, or somewhere in the flatness of a pasture land, where most exhilarating cattle graze. It is all one to the dog, and all one to you, and nothing is gained, and nothing lost -- if memory lives. But there is one best place to bury a dog. One place that is best of all.

     If you bury him in this spot, the secret of which you must already have, he will come to you when you call -- come to you over the grim, dim frontiers of death, and down the well-remembered path, and to your side again. And though you call a dozen living dogs to heel they should not growl at him, nor resent his coming, for he is yours and he belongs there.

People may scoff at you, who see no lightest blade of grass bent by his footfall, who hear no whimper pitched too fine for mere audition, people who may never really have had a dog. Smile at them then, for you shall know something that is hidden from them, and which is well worth the knowing.

     The one best place to bury a good dog is in the heart of his master.

Don’t be heartless this wont kill your blog.

REBLOG! If u care.

Live in the future of nursing informatics.

"Go into medicine for the right reason. Don’t make it about the money---make it about caring for those who need your healing hands. Nursing is a demanding job, both physically and mentally. You will have to make sacrifices for the job, but the benefits are worth it. If it isn’t in your heart, patients will feel it."

- Palma Iacovitti, Nurse

  

  

      Today’s healthcare environment continually places increasing demands on nurses to communicate, share data, and synthesize information through the use of information systems, with or without the assistance of computers. In addition to having knowledge of information systems, nurses who are computer literate have the opportunity to use the power and efficiency of computer systems to play an important role in enhancing patient care delivery, offering safe care, and shaping nursing practice.

      Nursing Informatics is not new, but it certainly is now! Technology is dramatically altering the ways in which we diagnose, treat, care for and manage patients. Our Mission is to support evidence-based nursing practice and improved patient outcomes with technology solutions that enhance nursing communication, documentation and efficiency. We pursue our mission endlessly and passionately! 

       I once read an article, from a journal in the internet, "Nursing informatics is known today as the specialty that integrates nursing science, computer science, and information science to manage and communicate data, information, knowledge, and wisdom in nursing practice. According to the most recent national sample survey of RN's released by the Health Resources and Services Administration (HRSA), more than 9,300 nurses work in this specialty, which is focused on optimizing information management and communication to improve the health of populations, communities, families, and individuals. According to the HRSA report, the nursing informatics workforce is expanding, increasing by more than 6% between 2004 and 2008. Although this growth is significant, the need for informatics nurses in our current environment is outpacing their availability. According to healthcare recruiters, informatics nurses and their clinical informatics partners are in high demand. Healthcare organizations across the country are implementing large-scale, cross-organizational clinical information systems to be eligible for meaningful use incentives. These complex information systems will introduce new technologies and processes that may completely change the way clinicians work. Fortunately, nursing and clinical informaticists are at the front line of this transformation, which, if successful, will ultimately improve patient safety and outcomes."

     Nurses play an important role in leveraging health information technology to improve patient safety, quality, and efficiency of care delivery. The nursing workflow is complex, which poses challenges to the adoption of technology. Informatics nurses have the right competencies and skills to drive these changes in the clinical setting, and their leadership is a necessary component for achieving success. Nursing informatics is distinguished from other nursing specialties by its special focus on the methods and technology of information handling in nursing. This focus is on the use of technology and informatics principles to address the ways nurses use data, information, and knowledge to make decisions and deliver care.   

     As technology expands I really think that we're going to incorporate more of it into nursing. We've already started using robots in surgeries! I could really see doctors offices using websites such as facebook and even blogging to incorporate health care. Even Skype could be helpful. If a patient has a non-life threatening question related to their health or prescriptions, they could easily hop onto Skype and chat with a nurse instead of having to drive all the way into the office.

     As we start using technology more, health care should improve. We can get information out to our patients without costing them an arm and a leg for a visit. Also if we could be easily accessed, patients may be less likely to use websites that aren't accredited and may possibly have false information.

    As we look to the future, Patients will be able to access information about their disorder and consult health care professionals who are experts in mental health via the Internet. Self-help communities will be established in cyberspace, with each site devoted to a single health-related topic such as anxiety or depression. These communities will provide "technical medical information, practical coping tips, emotional support, and online second opinions." The patient will be instructed to take more responsibility for his or her care and for us nurses, There are exciting times ahead!. 

 Nursing is an art:  and if it is to be made an art, it requires an exclusive devotion as hard a preparation, as any painter's or sculptor's work; for what is the having to do with dead canvas or dead marble, compared with having to do with the living body, the temple of God's spirit?  It is one of the Fine Arts:  I had almost said, the finest of Fine Arts.  

~Florence Nightingale.

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